Mother's Day

During my run yesterday, I ran through a beautiful familiar location. Ironically,  I was there this time of the year not too long ago.  The last time I was there I never dreamt that would be my last time seeing my Mom there. She was camping with my sister and grandma. I went out to visit them after church on a Sunday afternoon for Mother's Day. Oh how I cherish the many wonderful memories from that day. 

Although it makes me sad she is no longer with me here on earth, I know she is with me always. As my thoughts drifted from reminiscing on those sweet memories,  I couldn't help become overwhelmed with thanks. Thankful for a very important lady in my life. A lady who took me under her wing when my mother was unable to care for me. Those years when I was with my mom was painful for Pat. Those years I was with Pat was painful for my Mom. However,  even through the pain, my mom was so extremely thankful to Pat and her family. And I to this day.

Life is not always a pretty painting on the wall. It can be ugly, messy, screwed up, and broken. Life can not always be understood or make sense.  What does make sense, is how much God loves each and every one of us and takes that mess,  turning into a beautiful masterpiece. It made sense that God knew I would need a Pat in my life. Her protection, safety, and love is what I needed and that's what she provided. The day before my mother passed, one of our very last conversations was about how immensely thankful she was for her. She always told me throughout the years that she prayed for Pat and her family everyday, but I never understood why until that moment. 

Another really cool part of my life's painting is that my mom ALWAYS prayed for my sister and I to have the best God loving husband that would treat us like princesses. Well, that prayer was answered and my mom was so ecstatic when she found out who my mother in law would be. So today you see, I have a LOT to be thankful for. Some people only have one mother in their lifetime, but I am abundantly blessed to have 2 incredible ladies  in my life who I am proud to say, "Happy Mother's Day," to and who I appreciate so much. Not only today, but everyday, I want to be thankful always for these women who love me very much. 

Not only today but everyday thank you Pat and Carol Ann for being a huge part of my life and for setting a great example of what a Mother's love should look like.  I never want to take anything God has given me for granted and you two are definitely some of the biggest blessing in my life. Thank you for everything you've done for me and most importantly showing that love that only a mother can share. I am wishing you a very Happy Mother's Day filled with all the love and happiness that you deserve.  So thankful my steps led me to a very special spot yesterday.  Happy Mother's Day in Heaven Mom. Thank you for your love and prayers all those years that have led me to where I am today.

I also want to wish all of you beautiful Mother's a wonderful day full of love. Know that you are loved beyond measure and are extremely blessed to have someone call you Mother! Being a mom is one of God's greatest blessings to us. Cherish every moment because you never know when it could be your last. Xoxo

Until next time,

A thankful mommy!